Whether you're a guy or a girl. You still like someone. You're still thinking of that someone whom you like. You still wonder whether that person likes you or not. You don't want to think of it anymore because you know that that person really doesn't really like you so much. You don't want to bluff yourself anymore.
But then you are a attention grabber, so you still talk to that someone, look at that someone, trying to give that someone your attention in hope that you get yours back. You think you suck. But then wait, everyone sucks like you too. Oh yeah, and some people already have a relationship going on. Trust me, if you had a relationship above friendship going on before you're 15/16 years old, it will probably start sinking. it will be examined years later like titanic. But guess what? It already crashed. I'm not saying those who started after that will last.
I don't like having crushes on people. When you have a crush on someone, you start crushing everybody else the way you'd crush a drink can, not a person. Almost everybody else at least ... And later once it fades away, as crushes always fade away, what is left. What is left? Yes, left is the opposite of right. What is left is not right. Is not love. Is sometimes, nothing. Well if you're blessed enough you'll have love after crushes fade. If you don't then there is sometimes nothing. Just nothing. It's just so unfair. Not surprisingly so is my skin, it's very dark. So are Blacks.
Maybe that's why they are treated so unfairly.
Oh yeah. I've got the solution. Let go. Blar. So many, fine so little, people have been looking at this blog with the title LETTING GO and they still don't understand. Fine. If you do, say so. Nobody says things nowsadays. Well neither do I. Everybody has self-consciousness. And fear, which comes about with not knowing what will happen next and worrying about that unknown.
Just face it. X=Whatever you don't need to know. So don't bother worrying. If you want to find out go ahead.
Anyway this blog has been too full of my thoughts. Those who want to find out about my everyday life please raise your hand. Thank you.
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Will you sit by me to watch the sunsets fade away each night?
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3 comments:
hey RURURURURU! I'm posting as mybrother, because your blog doesnt allow anonymous users to post. i think thats the main reason why evverybody isnt leaving comments. either that or they dont know the difference between comments and tagging. but thats realyl okay cuz they dont really have to know the difference. Anyway, I think your blog is fantastic! I like all your entries, your thoughts are fantastic and deep! Reallll deep. I think a lot of people would have difficulty understanding them, had you not phrased them in such a way. So yeah, It's fantastic! I hope you're not getting too big-headed here.:)
Eeh ok thank you Jasmine!....EEH! yay. people do care after all. hee. yeah. thank you. you're so sensitive. i shall not be big headed. mmm. i'll just be. too much wrong consciousness may result in unconscious arrogance. eeh. haha. ok. i'll try to do something about the anonymous comments thing.
yeah, what you say is so true.
after the crush is gone well, you feel nothing.
and once you let yourself believe you like someone, you begin to wonder of you like someone else too.
and then wonder what love is.
let's say a crush of three years, what does it matter? it's not reality anyway.
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