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Yeah.

A practical analysis of Baba black sheep

First of all, we must state the relative importance of themes found in Baba black sheep to man's life and underlying exsistence. The subconscious relation and hidden emotions relayed in this innocent nursery rhyme are much to be thought about. It seems as if the sublimal potrayal of interrelatted themes through a very unfounded facade has sublimely affected readers without their knowledge.

Secondly, we all must know that the one and the most important linking factor is this: the theories of unimplied consciousness cannot be proven through moral or immaterial experiments. This is impossible as either ways contradicts themselves and finds themselves in unsolvable conflicts, which cannot and should not be defined as paradoxes as it may complicate issues infered.

Thirdly, it has to be an established fact that whatever that I was producing is a result of non-conscious derivation, of such an extent that it may not make sense when reexamined and/or reinstated or juxtaposed on other concepts and ideas. Heed not the lack of parralells.

In other words...
This is crap.



Baba black sheep have you any wool?
If you don't then go to the room for the coloured fool...

;p
Copyrighted ©2005 Reuben's subconscious mind activity co. (Rsmac)

let go

Sia. Let go

I pitched fast tonight because I let go! If you let go, you never will see your ball fly fast into the glove, you won't see it at all. er. Yeah. Thomas couldn't catch my outside strike. (Note "strike" not ball. Anyway all balls are balls. Outside, inside, high or low or dead whatever it's still a ball) That's like just 7 cm away from his head! Haha.

Ok. Fine. What's the practical relevance of this?

Who ever said there was?

And who ever said there wasn't?

Obviously there is practical relevance of whatever that I'm posting on my blog. People aren't so dumb. At least those reading my blog aren't. I hope ;p

Do you know that pixelated images look fine?

Duh.

;p

BLablablaaa

Do you know that my heater switch is loose? I touched it then I got a nice shock! Haha. It felt good. Wahoo! Then I touched it again. Haha. Bleah. Funny shocks again. Haha. The shock prevents me from touching it for too long.
Short circuit.
We lost to the RGS B-Div girls 12-10! haha we made an improvement from 26-11 to 12-10! Anyway the reason why they got so many points was because i came in during the last inning and gave them don't know how many walks. Haha. My coach said "One more walk and you'll be subbed!" Haha. Ok. So I got subbed. Heh. Then Brian took over and it's done. Three outs by the team and change sides. Whee. We started batting and we scored! Wahoo!! Last inning.
Mmmm.....So i went to talk to Tedrick the moment I got subbed. Haha. I was really nervous. Heh. Then he talked to me. Then I listen to his "don't care! just pitch! you can do it!" So I pitched to him. Wahoo. It was like "bmm shhhhhhh piack!" Cool! Haha. So after that I did circuit with him and wahoo...I feel much more confident with pitching. Wonderful right?
Ahhahhahhah. I'm bored now. I shall do something else. Heh. I shall, yes eat finish that banana! Haha. Michelle named me Roobana. Roobana! Ok. Heh.
Goodnight...er. I mean good day! Haha

haha

Grapes.


They are nice, not really round, feels good on your fingers, and taste real good. And oh yeah, do you know that the seeds taste real good together with the grape? That's why it has seeds, not just for reproduction, but to taste good. Seeds makes the soft grape taste a little crunchy in the center. Haha. I don't think any food production company has ever thought of that. Something crunchy inside something soft. Haha. And the sweet and juicy taste actually compliments the dryly crunchy and sour taste of the seed. Wonderful.

Orange skin removes phlegm which are produced when eating orange. Wow. Beautiful! So we should eat the skins too, but nobody really does.

People are getting too impatient, too lazy, and too fastforwarded. The present is a gift. Live in it. Why do people keep wanting more and more when they can enjoy what they already have? For example, eating food. When you have your mouth full, why look at the rest of the food on your plate and comtemplate it's taste? It only makes you want more. It only makes you want to gorge your mouth full with things which you are not already filled with. Enjoy the food in your mouth. If you don't, then when will you?

Nobody really wants to read this blog. That's an assumption which i made on the premise that very few people actually comment on the content of the posts and thus, I concluded that people found it boring.

Who cares?

heh.

It doesn't matter.

Sure. deontology doesn't matter. it's just full of nothingness. DEONTOLOGY. who cares. philosophy class compulsory nonsense. Philosophy lessons bore me. People are getting bored. Even you, yes you Mr. Philosophy teacher, are getting bored. You are getting confused over philosophical laws, standards, and other spinnerets. Stop carving yourself in silk. You're not a silkworm you're not a butterfly. You'll never be if you carve yourself into silk which you are not meant to have don't wind yourself in lies. Philosophy. Is. Not. Love of Wisdom. Not anymore.

Apparently, Philio = LOVE!!!
Sophia = Wisdom!!

Apparently, those things apparent aren't really what they seem.

Now in these present times, Philosophy = whole lot of nonsense about arguments which solve nothing and offer no solution. Let's study deontology, utilitarianism, consequentialism blablar let's study how to turn man into calculative divices let's become robots. Blar. THERE IS NO PRACTICAL VALUE IN LEARNING THIS. Except for argument. Arguing is not practical.

You want love? You want wisdom? I suggest you read the Love Letter. The bible. It's God's words of love to us. God is love. He said that even his foolishness is greater than our wisdom.

How is Man created? Through dust and through his breath. (Dust for body and Breath for spirit)
What does Man's "wisdom" say? man is made through this process which is probably as probable as having lumps of weird stuff coming together to form stuff which suddenly can love, have joy, and cry, and anger, and love. Impossible. where did those weird stuff come about in the first place. Big bang. Big bang's theory just went Bang.

1 Corinthians 1:25For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.

verse of the day: “ That if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved. ”- Romans 10:9,10

fine...verses of the dayyyyyyyheee. hee.

HHHHHEEEEEEMEEEEEEEEEMMMM!

Sorry. I was bored. Goodnight!

About depression

Yes. About depression. Why do people get depressed? Easy. Sin consciousness. Consciousness of one own's sin results in wallowing in self-pity. It makes you feel unwanted. Makes you feel unsecure. Makes you feel unhappy. Makes you feel depressed.

HEY!

Good news. Many people heard of it. But do they understand it?
John 3:16
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. "
What does that mean? Yes. You're saved by not what you do. But you are saved by His finished work. What does that mean. YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO A SINGLE THING! Whee. Wahoo. That IS the good news. You don't have to force yourself to not smoke, to not gamble, to not have pre-marital sex, to not sin, to not do bad things. Because when He comes into you, (when you believe in Jesus Christ and His finished work he comes into you) you will be changed by Him, slowly but surely, part. By part.

What is His finished work by the way? His finished work is that of dying on the cross. He died for all your sins, and He was punished for all your sins. He was perfect, but you are not. (For if you are perfect like God, then how can God be perfect?) Now, if you believe in Him, that he died for ALL your sins (that means you have none, no sin to be punished for anymore) you will be set FREE! Set free from all the sins, of bad things, of wrong-doings, because He has been punished for your sins. You are free now! And He will come into your life because your life is now empty of sins, thus can be filled by God, perfect God, and you will change, slowly, into Christ-likeness. It's like dropping some soap into a bucket of oily water. The oil(sin) moves away automatically. You don't have to do a single thing! When God comes into your life, you will change because of HIM! Not you. It's not dependant on you. It's Him. Him.

That means, YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO A SINGLE THING BUT BELIEVE! WAHOO! HOW GOOD CAN THAT BE! Haha. That's why it's called the good news.

And why should you go to church? Because the world is too filled with sin and temptation. It's filled with darkness. If you don't go to church, you may sometimes be to drawn away from the light, you will be drawn away from God and God's word. Well, what you should do is to read the bible and go to church and talk to God. Not because it's a law. Not because if you don't do it you will go to hell. But because doing that brings you closer to Jesus Christ.

John 14:6Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

And why do you want to be closer to Jesus Christ? Because He is THE way to heaven. He IS the truth. And he IS the life. Stress kills you. Jesus Christ gives you life! Life! The world gives you stress which kills you. Going to church and reading the bible and talking to God builds a relationship with you and God. And God. Gives. You. LIFE! LIFE! WAHOO! I am going to stop dying. How? I commit my life to the Lord. Why? Because it's not mine! He paid for it haha. And God is good. So...my life. Will. Be. Good!

Two things to do:
1)Believe in God's finished work.
2)Trust in the Lord in EVERYTHING!

What does number two mean? It means we shall do nothing in our own strength, we shall do nothing out of our own effort. We should rely on His strength for He is good. When you are drowning and someone is trying to save you, will struggling and using your own strength work? Will it help? No, but instead it is harder for the person who is trying to save you to save you because you are struggling and flailing all over. God is going to save you from this drowning waters of sin, of lies, of this world which is full of death. First, you must stop struggling. Trust in Him. He will change you. His hand is the biggest hand in the whole of the universe. If He covers you, you are covered. If he lifts you up, no one can bring you down. Do please, trust in God?

Haha.

How to cure depression?

Trust in God.


~I've been through depression before.
I trusted in God.
God saved me from depression.
I am now what I am now...
Because of God.
God loves you.
Amen.

About depression

Face it.

Whether you're a guy or a girl. You still like someone. You're still thinking of that someone whom you like. You still wonder whether that person likes you or not. You don't want to think of it anymore because you know that that person really doesn't really like you so much. You don't want to bluff yourself anymore.

But then you are a attention grabber, so you still talk to that someone, look at that someone, trying to give that someone your attention in hope that you get yours back. You think you suck. But then wait, everyone sucks like you too. Oh yeah, and some people already have a relationship going on. Trust me, if you had a relationship above friendship going on before you're 15/16 years old, it will probably start sinking. it will be examined years later like titanic. But guess what? It already crashed. I'm not saying those who started after that will last.

I don't like having crushes on people. When you have a crush on someone, you start crushing everybody else the way you'd crush a drink can, not a person. Almost everybody else at least ... And later once it fades away, as crushes always fade away, what is left. What is left? Yes, left is the opposite of right. What is left is not right. Is not love. Is sometimes, nothing. Well if you're blessed enough you'll have love after crushes fade. If you don't then there is sometimes nothing. Just nothing. It's just so unfair. Not surprisingly so is my skin, it's very dark. So are Blacks.

Maybe that's why they are treated so unfairly.

Oh yeah. I've got the solution. Let go. Blar. So many, fine so little, people have been looking at this blog with the title LETTING GO and they still don't understand. Fine. If you do, say so. Nobody says things nowsadays. Well neither do I. Everybody has self-consciousness. And fear, which comes about with not knowing what will happen next and worrying about that unknown.

Just face it. X=Whatever you don't need to know. So don't bother worrying. If you want to find out go ahead.

Anyway this blog has been too full of my thoughts. Those who want to find out about my everyday life please raise your hand. Thank you.

You.

You know how I dislike it how I come up here say nothing. Nothing. Always nothing. I hate this. I'm sorry. No don't try to pacify me even though I like pacifiers. I remember losing one when i was young. I was searching for it. My brother put it back in my mouth. I guess. Sorry. This is boring.

You know how I don't like eating fruits like, starfruit, pear, whatever that has skin which sticks to the roof of my mouth and makes it feel dry. But I still eat it anyway. You know how I dislike eating vegetables that are hard, prawns which i have to peel, extreme sour and extreme bitter. But i still eat it. Well you don't know but now you know.

You know how I don't like sitting on the fence. When given two choices, I demolish the fence. Because it's pain to sit on the fence and also I can't decide. Maybe I just like to feed decomposers with wood. Or because I like gravity and I like seeing fences fall. Sorry. I can't decide.

You know how I'm lazy.

You know how I like to procrastinate, like for example, I'll do this later. But then I have to do it now. Because now is probably later quite a while ago.

You know how I've always wanted to talk a lot but can't seem to. Bleah I'm sorry people.

You know how I'd like you to comment on the COMMENTS box so that it won't feel redundant and so that i won't either. But then it's so fake. So don't bother. Unless it isn't.

Goodnight.

"Hey guess what!" "Er...what!" "No...It's my birthday you blar!"

Sorry. Another self-conversation.

Thank you gladine (who doesn't know the exsistence of this blog i think) for saying the earliest happy birthday this morning at five something. You fell asleep. So did i. I never had my phone with me anyway, so it was no use smsing me at 12 midnight haha. which you never did.

Thank you jon lim for being such a kind dude and saying happy birthday twice before my birthday and another time when i was trying to sleep on my table. haha. i didn't reply but i smiled, so don't feel offended. you don't know about this blog anyway. blar.

Thank you Jasmine for being the third person saying happy birthday to me. Thank you. You said it three times. ;p

Thank you Ajay for saying that you will buy me recess which you never did and i never asked. You said happy birthday too so spontaneously. Thank you.

Thank you Titus for announcing to the whole class that today was/is my birthday. Happy birthday Titus! I know it's late but you never told me when yours was. I only wished you happy birthday too late. sorry. mmm.

Thank you naomi for saying happy birthday. And thank you sandra for saying happy birthday. And thank you dawn for saying birthday. Ha. I said happy birthday to you twice Dawn. bleah. I gave you a present last year, you remember it? it's some ducky thing. ha.

Thank you nicholas for saying happy birthday to me even though you know i can't go to the concert which you're going to together with some girl called emily lei can. Thank you. Thank you. I can't make it for the concert not the girl for those who percieve grammer differently.

Thank you abeille ok kristie lai for saying happy birthday. Ok i said it. bleah. I said happy birthday and you said "to you". bleahaha.

Thank you again Jasmine for whatever present you're going to send me. OH NO NOT THE PUPPY LOOk! bleah. haha. Thank you for the puppy look anyway. You have big eyes.

Thank you for the sky is blue.

Goodnight.

hello. cattails. and other deedums.

Ok let's first assume cat's tail. Cat's tail is an opinion which causes a truth to degenerate, through human complexities, into an opinion. Cat's tail is a noun. Deedums is a deedums. People. hey guess what? what. yes you got me right. People don't understand why i blog about such things.
Which never meant to be. And never really are. I don't think it matters.

Who knows.

Let's see. Good night people!. the skies are red tonight with blue and black. Time for rain tomorrow. Goodnight. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weird see? the experimentation of. Fullstops and exclamation marks. hmmm. Blee!.

hello. cattails. and other deedums.

Sharks fin

Stop protesting against sharks fin. It:
1) wastes your breath. That wastes the oxygen which you just took up to start shouting.
2) kills the trees. everytime you make a poster, think of all the trees you kill to get the paper.
3) increases access sound waves. This disrupts the sound of nature which stimulates growth.

don't you think so? happy noises and sounds and music makes people happy. Raps, weird dissonances, anger, arguments, sounds of people shouting, and sometimes crying too much, makes you feel uneasy. It's bad. So people. Stop wasting your breath.

Anyway shark's fin is nice. According to some people at least. I believe you shouldn't eat fake sharks fin. appreciate the fin of the shark which was already killed. think of the pain it had to endure, and now you're boycotting it? Don't. It's down-putting the shark.

If you don't like sharks to die at the bottom of the sea "bleeding to death" blar blar, invest some money to buy a big knife or saw for the fishermen to cut off it's head. And fin. Then throw it to the sea. imagine all of the happy fish and fellow shark enjoying the shark's body. if the fin was nice what about the body?

Appreciate the shark. Stop wasting breath.

I love you

Hi whoever you are reading my blog. I love you.

Haha.

I really do.

But then too many people are laughing at my childishness. But then maybe not.

Maybe then that's what you really need to hear. I love you.

About sharks fin:
What's about sharks fin that people need to campaign against and waste the trees? wasting paper on useless campaigns. I like sharks fin, because it's beautiful, because of the way it glides through water, because of the way it's made of cartilage, and because the way it tastes. Well. It does have a unique taste. Not so much to be of my loving though.

I think, being a shark, i'd be living to be eating to be living. But then again, i'd enjoy it if someone used me (as a shark) to be happy for example giving it away to a relative to tell them how much. You love them. mmm. And to be happy when you taste the fin.

I'm sorry guys. I'll continue tomorrow. Read it. And be happy. And hope for tomorrow. ;p

I want to sleep

I want to sleep! Do you want to sleep? There is (except all sorts of assorted chinese homework) no homework left! wahoo............................................. fullstops. i feel tired blee.....(sad) Well. I'm drinking some chysanthemum tea thing that my mother always makes for me. She makes either herbal tea, chrysanthemum tea, camomile tea, or whee tea. There is no such thing as whee tea, . (<----redundant comma).

Three reasons why school rocks:

If school doesn't rock, then why is it compulsory? It is obvious that the government believes in elevating stress levels of little kids in order to prepare them for the 'real' world. As if we aren't in it already.

If school doesn't rock, then it pebbles. However pebbling is a very hard, difficult, and some may say mundane task to do. It is not easy, in fact, to pebble over rock. Most people would rather rock. Sometimes they stone but then it is real common to stone. Many people do that in school. Half of the nations population goes to school and sleeps. The other half help in the process.

If school doesn't rock, then why do I bother typing all these? exactly.

See. Hear. Understand.

I off the light, that in darkness you may see me.

I made it rain, that in coldness you may feel me.

I made it such, that you may understand me.

I have plans to prosper you.

Trust in me.


For I am the way, the truth, and the light.








Trust in Jesus Christ.

And like a water flowing into an open stream,
I found myself flowing along.
And all was much better than being pushed.
I was pulled from the sky to the ground
As rain falls
Though it feels like a cycle,
I remember.

I'm not water.