I have come to a morbid realization that posting up a whopping number of reasons at one go will only serve to destabilize the intricately basic neural circuits that have somehow escaped the process of oxidation to, amazingly, survive *and* reside in the simple minds of a generic random passerby, so I have decided to reduce the number to ...10.
But before we go on, here's the quote of the day:
"Mexican women are ugly because the Aztecs killed off their good-looking-women-genes by sacrificing hot virgin females to their emotionally unstable god." -Bra55Monkey from YouTube
Interesting, no? You can judge the content of the religion just by looking at what it does to its women.
...And men.
And the resultant population in general.
Moving on,
Reason #1:
...
I'm sorry guys. My brain has detected a mild trace of information overload. So being a nice guy and everything, I have decided that enough is enough. No more reasons for tonight. I'll think of 50 the next day. And the next. And the next.
Me and procrastination? We almost made love and produced a couple of children called 'Irritation with Self', 'Feelings of Worthlessness', and 'Sleepless Nights'. But then I remembered the wise man's words about not following the hot chick into the temptress's lair. So yeah. Me and procrastination didn't make love after all.
So don't worry, I will come up with 50 reasons tomorrow. And if I don't, blame Victor. He asked me out to watch Spiderman 3 tomorrow.
Goodnight.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
A wise man told me
A wise man told me today that:
"young men need to understand that you should have something to say before making a conversation
if you do not have something to say, then you're simply calling for attention
and needy people is like a magnet for ridiculization."
He also said
"if you want to improve your life, and you seem like you want, try to not stick to people
you have to develop your own life and then share it with others."
How apt. And here's another gem
"life is a set of circles
they can be virtuous or vicious
vicious circles are those on which you do something which increases something that causes you discomfort
and that discomfort feeds the action which caused it
and it worsens and worsens
if you like to attract people to you, then you should turn a vicious circle into a virtuous one
observe yourself and look at your areas of interest, develop those and people who like it will be drawn to you
that will motivate to keep moving in that direction, and the circle strenghtens."
Thank God for wise people in my life.
"young men need to understand that you should have something to say before making a conversation
if you do not have something to say, then you're simply calling for attention
and needy people is like a magnet for ridiculization."
He also said
"if you want to improve your life, and you seem like you want, try to not stick to people
you have to develop your own life and then share it with others."
How apt. And here's another gem
"life is a set of circles
they can be virtuous or vicious
vicious circles are those on which you do something which increases something that causes you discomfort
and that discomfort feeds the action which caused it
and it worsens and worsens
if you like to attract people to you, then you should turn a vicious circle into a virtuous one
observe yourself and look at your areas of interest, develop those and people who like it will be drawn to you
that will motivate to keep moving in that direction, and the circle strenghtens."
Thank God for wise people in my life.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Aspirations
I aspire to work really hard this year.
To make my family glad for everything they have done for me, I will.
To secure as promising a future ahead as my God-given abilities allow me to, I will.
To inspire my friends out of love, I will.
To raise our class's average for class morale, I will.
To give glory to God, I will.
To be a good testimony to others for Christ's sake, I will.
For love of God, for God, from God, and for everyone and every good thing he has made, I will.
By the grace of God, and only in His given grace, I will.
I will study hard this year; friends, do keep me accounted for.
To make my family glad for everything they have done for me, I will.
To secure as promising a future ahead as my God-given abilities allow me to, I will.
To inspire my friends out of love, I will.
To raise our class's average for class morale, I will.
To give glory to God, I will.
To be a good testimony to others for Christ's sake, I will.
For love of God, for God, from God, and for everyone and every good thing he has made, I will.
By the grace of God, and only in His given grace, I will.
I will study hard this year; friends, do keep me accounted for.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Silence
Pure silence in the trees and the hills and the summer clad forests;
The winds and the silver-moon wolves.
Pure silence within and without the river's soft flow;
The quietness that lay steep upon the banks.
Pure silence like garnishing on a tired tree top
Tossed by the wind and the skies.
Pure silence sings its song much louder than any other
So much so
That pure silence is almost -
Almost but not completely -
Beautiful.
The winds and the silver-moon wolves.
Pure silence within and without the river's soft flow;
The quietness that lay steep upon the banks.
Pure silence like garnishing on a tired tree top
Tossed by the wind and the skies.
Pure silence sings its song much louder than any other
So much so
That pure silence is almost -
Almost but not completely -
Beautiful.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
The stars - they shine so bright tonight
The stars are beautiful tonight;
the way they shine so bright -
they have a beautiful
Creator.
The stars they shine so bright;
that in their twinkling absence
we feel His all-assuring
presence.
The stars are beautiful tonight
because these weaknesses we see
within ourselves
cannot endure His divine light.
The stars - they shine so bright tonight;
Thank God, they shine so bright, tonight.
the way they shine so bright -
they have a beautiful
Creator.
The stars they shine so bright;
that in their twinkling absence
we feel His all-assuring
presence.
The stars are beautiful tonight
because these weaknesses we see
within ourselves
cannot endure His divine light.
The stars - they shine so bright tonight;
Thank God, they shine so bright, tonight.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
The secret to power
lies in strength, timing, and precision.
Look at the peregrine falcons who dive for their prey, the panthers who pounce on their victims (no innuendos, please) , the cheetah whose strength lies in his speed and precision.
Cheetah's are cool. They are lean, mean, pouncing machines. And after that they lie around like what most cats do.
I love cats.
Cats don't give two blimey shoes about you (unless you show up aggressive, naughty naughty). They simply lie on the cool floor, fluff their fur, lick themselves, and be cute.
I love dogs.
They are loyal. Come what may, they will stick to you and up for you no matter what. And the way they chase their tail <3333333
Birds are interesting. I mean look, they can fly. Can you fly? If you can't you're probably not as cool as a bird. Bug off.
I think stick insects are cool bugs. They look like sticks, but they are insects, enough said.
Much like choon. He looks like a spoon but he's a choon, he's cool. Enough said.
What about sebby. Sebby looks like a jelly fish but really, he is a jelly fish. Enough said.
And shahan is like a springy ball but he's my son. Bug off.
Gabriel is like a piece of art. I killed my aunt the other day for being too stiff-necked. But hey, I got away with it by framing Gabriel.
Wahaha I'm funny, enough said.
The secret to power is in the strength and speed of delivery, the strength and speed of delivery to the precise spot of weakness.
But true power is not in he who kills all, not in he who wields the sword of Muramasa, the sword that belongs to the blood-thirsty, the death-mongrel, the sword that slices through everything;
True power lies in the calm warrior who unsheathes his Masamune, the sword that slays only and every Evil, to maintain inner peace and outer strength.
It is to he who can do so where love and respect belongs. Being under his arms of protection no one can resist. And his embrace of love many will seek to find and recieve.
Would you like to be this person?
It's your choice.
Look at the peregrine falcons who dive for their prey, the panthers who pounce on their victims (no innuendos, please) , the cheetah whose strength lies in his speed and precision.
Cheetah's are cool. They are lean, mean, pouncing machines. And after that they lie around like what most cats do.
I love cats.
Cats don't give two blimey shoes about you (unless you show up aggressive, naughty naughty). They simply lie on the cool floor, fluff their fur, lick themselves, and be cute.
I love dogs.
They are loyal. Come what may, they will stick to you and up for you no matter what. And the way they chase their tail <3333333
Birds are interesting. I mean look, they can fly. Can you fly? If you can't you're probably not as cool as a bird. Bug off.
I think stick insects are cool bugs. They look like sticks, but they are insects, enough said.
Much like choon. He looks like a spoon but he's a choon, he's cool. Enough said.
What about sebby. Sebby looks like a jelly fish but really, he is a jelly fish. Enough said.
And shahan is like a springy ball but he's my son. Bug off.
Gabriel is like a piece of art. I killed my aunt the other day for being too stiff-necked. But hey, I got away with it by framing Gabriel.
Wahaha I'm funny, enough said.
The secret to power is in the strength and speed of delivery, the strength and speed of delivery to the precise spot of weakness.
But true power is not in he who kills all, not in he who wields the sword of Muramasa, the sword that belongs to the blood-thirsty, the death-mongrel, the sword that slices through everything;
True power lies in the calm warrior who unsheathes his Masamune, the sword that slays only and every Evil, to maintain inner peace and outer strength.
It is to he who can do so where love and respect belongs. Being under his arms of protection no one can resist. And his embrace of love many will seek to find and recieve.
Would you like to be this person?
It's your choice.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
I am beginning to let go
of the way you always leave like that.
The way you just disappear like it doesn't matter, the way you find other guys for company, the way you keep silent and almost distant although we're just 7 cm apart.
I will let you be the butterfly that you really are because really there's so much more in this world that is worth doing other than feeling self-piteous, jealous, and oddly human - than holding too tightly on to you.
On a happier note,
the pen you gave me is really sexy.
And I like the pink dangling thing, even though my junior said that he bought one whole freakin' box worth of them and gave them to someone special. lol.
The only defense I have is that 'one alone, and pink, makes it so much more special.'
Doesn't matter and though my heart still aches like a hand that just caught a softball without a freakin' glove
I want to say that
you really pulled my heart strings (and you've yet to soothe the sore) but at least you can make me feel human.
The way you just disappear like it doesn't matter, the way you find other guys for company, the way you keep silent and almost distant although we're just 7 cm apart.
I will let you be the butterfly that you really are because really there's so much more in this world that is worth doing other than feeling self-piteous, jealous, and oddly human - than holding too tightly on to you.
On a happier note,
the pen you gave me is really sexy.
And I like the pink dangling thing, even though my junior said that he bought one whole freakin' box worth of them and gave them to someone special. lol.
The only defense I have is that 'one alone, and pink, makes it so much more special.'
Doesn't matter and though my heart still aches like a hand that just caught a softball without a freakin' glove
I want to say that
you really pulled my heart strings (and you've yet to soothe the sore) but at least you can make me feel human.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Me
I am a person treading lonely in this world
All I long for is a close relationship
I do not usually expose my weaknesses in front of all of you
But I know yours and I feel it is unfair to keep mine hidden
After all every single one of us
Are different
Yet Humanity is one.
I am just a part of Humanity
I am scarred by myself pushing away the rest
I am scarred by those who fear me and do not love me
I am scarred.
I love you because you heal my wounds
But sometimes I do fear for I am only human.
True love casts out all fear.
Amen.
All I long for is a close relationship
I do not usually expose my weaknesses in front of all of you
But I know yours and I feel it is unfair to keep mine hidden
After all every single one of us
Are different
Yet Humanity is one.
I am just a part of Humanity
I am scarred by myself pushing away the rest
I am scarred by those who fear me and do not love me
I am scarred.
I love you because you heal my wounds
But sometimes I do fear for I am only human.
True love casts out all fear.
Amen.
Monday, April 09, 2007
To You:
Let's grow up beyond this infatuation season and get to know each other better.
You'll be ready for what's beyond by the time you read this.
(When we do it, we do it.)
Sincerely,
From Me.
You'll be ready for what's beyond by the time you read this.
(When we do it, we do it.)
Sincerely,
From Me.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
New Beginnings
I have spoken about the road that I have chosen. Long ago I have spoken.
I have tried the road that was large.
It did not work.
I have tried the road that was thin.
It was too boring.
I have tried walking on the sidewalks, on the hills, and under the trees.
People stared at me.
In truth, I abhor that. I dislike taking unnecessary action. Too much attention means too much action means falling out with nature. I am in love with nature. Nature is my only true love, after God and Tiffany.
I am starting to fall out of love with Tiffany because of the same reason.
But things are settled.
I will walk the thin path.
(But when only God and Tiffany are watching, I will dance along the grasses, flowers, and trees. I will frolic on the hills under the moonshine and sunshine alike. The clouds and the stars will both love me. I will be a friend to the kittens and puppies, to the ravens and the sparrows, to the darkness and to the Light. But I will always live in the Light.)
For as Light is pleasing to the eyes, and Salt is pleasing to the tongue, God's spirit is pleasing to my body and soul.
And God gave me Tiffany.
How much I love God.
God I love you.
I have tried the road that was large.
It did not work.
I have tried the road that was thin.
It was too boring.
I have tried walking on the sidewalks, on the hills, and under the trees.
People stared at me.
In truth, I abhor that. I dislike taking unnecessary action. Too much attention means too much action means falling out with nature. I am in love with nature. Nature is my only true love, after God and Tiffany.
I am starting to fall out of love with Tiffany because of the same reason.
But things are settled.
I will walk the thin path.
(But when only God and Tiffany are watching, I will dance along the grasses, flowers, and trees. I will frolic on the hills under the moonshine and sunshine alike. The clouds and the stars will both love me. I will be a friend to the kittens and puppies, to the ravens and the sparrows, to the darkness and to the Light. But I will always live in the Light.)
For as Light is pleasing to the eyes, and Salt is pleasing to the tongue, God's spirit is pleasing to my body and soul.
And God gave me Tiffany.
How much I love God.
God I love you.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
The last few days
Has been rather shitty for me. I hope You come here and read this. Because I want You to know that I'm fine again. Your King of Hearts is back. He doesn't like setbacks like rejection from CAP councillorship but he takes things in his stride. He doesn't like the fact that he has overwhelming emotions that only You (are allowed to) can see, but he takes it in his stride. There's a reason why You are there for him. A reason why he chose You. A reason why he will never leave You if You decide to never leave him.
And thank God You already have.
Ponning school has never been better.
With lots of style and fire,
Your King of Hearts, Reuben.
And thank God You already have.
Ponning school has never been better.
With lots of style and fire,
Your King of Hearts, Reuben.
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